I have been going to a dietitian who helps me with my weight loss program. I had to go for a change in my diet today and I was in for a good firing. Why? Well, the whole of last month I have been pigging and partying a lot. My meals have been from a restaurants where the cooks definitely do not care about the amount of oil they use or the ingredients they put in the food which enters my system. I have been eating things that I shouldn’t be eating; red meat, drinking, eating too much. So when I went in today, I sitting scared like a child waiting outside the principal’s office waiting for my punishment.

When I got on the weighing scale, I was sure in for a surprise. I had put on weight since my last check a month back; I was heavier by 100 grams. Unbelievable!!!! I stood there speechless. Though I was eating wrong, not exercising, I guess I was doing something correct. I did not know how this happened. But I had gained a couple of inches {thanks to not walking at all}. Just then I resolved that I am gonna get on to my diet really seriously. No more tricks and treats…. very serious about it. I need to go in for a weight check on the 17th of Jan. Lets see what happens then. Keeping my fingers crossed.

It’s been a very very long while. I actually forgot that this is one place where I could write on just about all the things I wanted to. I am just lazy. People who did not know that or believed me to be the filled with energy and life, here’s an eye opener…… I am nothing but a BIG FAT LAZY cat. I can sleep for long hours curled up in my bed. The few things that wake me up are a cup of hot strong ginger tea, mom screaming for help or the thought that I need to rush to meet my partner Trust me, nothing else gets me out of bed. I can sleep, eat, watch movies/tv, read my feeds, a book occasionally, eat some more, and then sleep again. Reading this you must have guessed it… yes… I am FAT… very fat.

My mom’s after my life to get me out of bed in the morning and out of the house for a walk, if not a jog. I eat reasonably healthy, but I don’t know why… I just can’t seem to be losing weight. Of course, that’s coz I do not exercise at all :p

I have reached a stage where I am ashamed of myself. At 28 years of age, not yet had the lovely experience of having kids, I can not be so fat….. I need to lose weight….. come what may. I have taken up a small challenge with my partner. I need to weigh a certain amount lighter and I have 11 months to do this. I have started a new diet… it’s been a week and the amount the dietitian has given me to eat is unbelievable. It is a LOT. I stick to the diet as far as I can. Hope this does some good for me.

Also, I need to start doing something about being LAZY about exercising and I need to do it real fast. Keeping my fingers crossed… Wish me luck!!!